3-29-20: “I Won’t Spend Another Night Alone” (By: The Ataris); Playlist: Online Submissive Discovery
- Album: Blue Skies, Broken Hearts…Next 12 Exits
- Released: 1999
- Genre: Rock, Punk
Lyrics (How the lyrics resonated with me.)
A star up in the sky goes slowly passing by,
The lights below… they spell out your name.
You’re comfort on my mind and you’re with me all the time.
And lots of feelings that I can’t explain.
I won’t spend another night alone.
I won’t spend another night alone.
Out of every girl I meet, no other can compete
I’d ditch ’em all for a night with you.
I know you don’t believe you mean this much to me
But I promise you that you do.
I won’t spend another night alone.
I won’t spend another night alone.
If I had one wish this is what it would be…
I’d ask you to spend all your time here with me,
And we’d be together forever.
We’d buy a small house in south central L.A.
Raise lots of kids then we’d both join a gang
Just as long as we’re together.
The things you make me wanna do
I’d rob a quik-e-mart for you
I’d go to the pound and let all the cats go free
Just as long as you’d be with me.
I won’t spend another night alone.
I won’t spend another night alone.
(This song was added to my shared playlist with an online D with whom I had an online dynamic…When it was clear to me that I was going to leave my loveless emotionally abusive marriage, I sought out companionship and D/s interactions online. I met a D who I began exploring my kink with for a little over a year before seeking SafferMaster. The online D was in a loveless, sexless marriage, but he expressed he would not end his marriage to continue our dynamic in person. I am thankful for the friendship of this man, as he helped me survive when I thought there was no hope continuing. However, the online portion of the dynamic had played itself out and I ended it to find a “REAL” person. I needed “REAL”…I needed my “ONE”…SafferMaster 💘.)
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